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I'm somewhat pleased that this is a temporary assignment. It's not that I don't like the job. I'm always busy so I don't have a chance to get bored. ...Well... Friday the data base and phone systems went flooy at 9 AM, so everyone was scrambling to get something to do. Some just sat at their desks and were bored. I filed and filed and filed and filed and...
Now that I'm working I'm getting a better idea about what I want to do with my life. Why didn't I have these ideas for the year I wasn't working? No clue. Maybe I needed the year to decompress from working with my folks. Some of you may have noticed some frustration popping out near the end there. That could have been just because I'm becoming an old f*rt, I will be turning 50 after all. ...Or the old f*rt in me just came out to the fore. I've always felt somewhere between 9 and 99.
But now that there is some money coming in I'm thinking maybe I want to stay temporary with all of my assignments. It may give me some breaks for doing what I want and at the same time bring some money in. I rather like that idea.
What's really getting me now is this bright indian summer weekend we're having. I'm reminiscing about our Northern California Lighthouse venture while eating a cherry turnover in the sunlight. I'm also thinking about the Hull gallery in Cannon Beach. Jeffery Hull's art is very like my father's. I want to paint again.
So, that's where my head is at.
Now that I'm working I'm getting a better idea about what I want to do with my life. Why didn't I have these ideas for the year I wasn't working? No clue. Maybe I needed the year to decompress from working with my folks. Some of you may have noticed some frustration popping out near the end there. That could have been just because I'm becoming an old f*rt, I will be turning 50 after all. ...Or the old f*rt in me just came out to the fore. I've always felt somewhere between 9 and 99.
But now that there is some money coming in I'm thinking maybe I want to stay temporary with all of my assignments. It may give me some breaks for doing what I want and at the same time bring some money in. I rather like that idea.
What's really getting me now is this bright indian summer weekend we're having. I'm reminiscing about our Northern California Lighthouse venture while eating a cherry turnover in the sunlight. I'm also thinking about the Hull gallery in Cannon Beach. Jeffery Hull's art is very like my father's. I want to paint again.
So, that's where my head is at.
